It's my party

[sroni]

Today’s my birthday. And I’m celebrating it by being sick. It’s just a cold, but it royally sucks. I still have the 33-day migraine, compounded by a sinus headache, plus the fever, hot and cold chills, and muscle and joint issues that go along with it.

I slept a grand total of maybe three hours last night. Most of the night was spent with me lying in bed, wishing and hoping and praying that I could just go unconscious.

And I have two performances today. I’ll be okay.

But those of you who pray, please pray.

Comments

[lwbush.livejournal.com]

Happy birthday, sweetie. I'm sorry you're not well - I will indeed be praying.

[sroni.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm doing better. And I'll get over it. It's not really anything I can do; I just have to move through it.

[skarman.livejournal.com]

May your birthday bring you happy tidings, Sroni. I do think you should go and check with the doctor about your condition because it's not good at all. And I know you want to continue with the performances, but you're burning up your reserves too fast, dear girl. So take a step back, please?

Hugs!

[sroni.livejournal.com]

Well, the problem is that I know what the doc will say, and I can't afford the doc. There's not really anything I can do; I just have to get through this.

We're a three person team, and the guy on the unit is also sick; he's even worse off than I am right now. Found out that he got even less sleep than I did. So while I hurt and feel miserable, it's only about half again as bad as I normally feel, while he's at a lot worse than he normally feels. So I can handle it better. As a result, our performances got changed at the last minute so that the other girl and I did the entire program, so that he didn't push himself too far.

I can push myself too hard for a day.

And oh, buddy, am I going to crash for the next few days, but I've already warned my team leader about that. She's anticipating it.

Thank you, though. *hugs back*