Life and such.

So, I performed in a prison last night, and will be going back tomorrow night, and Friday night, which means that I don't think I'll be able to talk to my dad this week. Next week, though, I will. The prison last night was interesting. We did the program, and I know when we go into prisons that probably a good number of them are sex offenders, and while I'm not entirely comfortable with that, I can live with it, and I do enjoy working in the prisons. Well, after we finish performing, the chaplain tells us that the entire group of men were sex offenders; that the prison is divided by crimes. And all I can say is, I am so glad that we were not informed of this beforehand. God knew what he was doing with that one, because I really think that while there aren't a lot of places I will refuse to go, that would have been one of them. I can NOT make myself do a show for a group of people that I know have done that. Insane, isn't it? I could perform, knowing that Hannibal Lector is in the audience, but I can't do this one. It's one of my blocks.

In other news, I'm struggling with a few things, like depression that's hit and stuck for the last couple of days. Granted, it's only been about three days, but still... I've had it enough to know that it feels like it's going to want to stick for a while, and I don't want it to.

And I really, really want to know how a guy can go from "I'm falling in love with you" to "I don't have those feelings for you". I don't think I was reading too much into it. I'm not paraphrasing; I'm not taking what he said out of context. I simply don't get it.