Hugs- I need them

[sroni]

I need a hug. Badly.

I found out that the son of good friends of mine died. I'm just kind of shellshocked. He was an autistic teenager. He fell asleep and just didn't wake up the next morning.

I don't understand.

My emotions have been haywire all day. I'll be laughing and then crying and then laughing again. Little things set me off. I started crying because I don't have a kitty. Luckily, Squirreltail knows that I'm not really crying because I don't have a kitty- I just need to cry, and my brain is choosing really random reasons to let me cry.

So. Yeah. Pray for my friends. Pray.

But can I have some hugs?

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[sroni.livejournal.com]

Thanks. They are appreciated.

At this point, every time I try to go to sleep, I start to cry. So I'm just waiting for Squirreltail to get home, so that he can hold me while I cry.

I tried to take a bath earlier to relax, and instead I just sat there. I had a book with me, I had a candle to light, all that. And I just sat there. I couldn't bring myself to care enough to pick the book up or light the candle.

If it's this bad for me, I can only imagine what my friends are going through.

[skarman.livejournal.com]

*Sends you a load of hugs*

[sroni.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm doing better. I slept all day, and that seemed to help.