Thanks. They are appreciated.

At this point, every time I try to go to sleep, I start to cry. So I'm just waiting for Squirreltail to get home, so that he can hold me while I cry.

I tried to take a bath earlier to relax, and instead I just sat there. I had a book with me, I had a candle to light, all that. And I just sat there. I couldn't bring myself to care enough to pick the book up or light the candle.

If it's this bad for me, I can only imagine what my friends are going through.