Hugs- I need them

I need a hug. Badly.

I found out that the son of good friends of mine died. I'm just kind of shellshocked. He was an autistic teenager. He fell asleep and just didn't wake up the next morning.

I don't understand.

My emotions have been haywire all day. I'll be laughing and then crying and then laughing again. Little things set me off. I started crying because I don't have a kitty. Luckily, Squirreltail knows that I'm not really crying because I don't have a kitty- I just need to cry, and my brain is choosing really random reasons to let me cry.

So. Yeah. Pray for my friends. Pray.

But can I have some hugs?