Various things
Energy is still WAY low. I finally told CP that I don’t think I can come back this mission; if I can, I will call them, and head out there. But count me out, unless I say otherwise. Because I can’t go through the stress and guilt of trying to get better, planning on coming back, and then having to call and say, “I can’t.”
For a while there, I was worshiping the gods of the toilet again. I finally stopped. But I stopped because I stopped eating.
I’m now up to one and a half meals a day. At least it’s solid food, and I am keeping it down.
Standing up and walking and not falling over? Also an issue.
Honestly, the worst part is the lack of energy. I just have none. I’m on the computer a lot, but it’s because it doesn’t take a lot of energy to sit at the computer and not move. Oh, the feeling of not moving … It’s great.
Because I’m on the computer a lot, I’ve gotten involved in an online RPG. First time I’ve ever done RP, and I’m discovering that I LOVE it. It’s a Stargate RP. If anyone’s interested, it’s at www.stargategamingclan.com/forum. If you want to join, I’d be willing to walk you through the application process.
Vote for McCain and Palin.
That is all.
**Edit**
I went to the doc today. I'm now on anti-depressants that help with the effects of fibromyalgia. Which is one of the things my mom has.
For a while there, I was worshiping the gods of the toilet again. I finally stopped. But I stopped because I stopped eating.
I’m now up to one and a half meals a day. At least it’s solid food, and I am keeping it down.
Standing up and walking and not falling over? Also an issue.
Honestly, the worst part is the lack of energy. I just have none. I’m on the computer a lot, but it’s because it doesn’t take a lot of energy to sit at the computer and not move. Oh, the feeling of not moving … It’s great.
Because I’m on the computer a lot, I’ve gotten involved in an online RPG. First time I’ve ever done RP, and I’m discovering that I LOVE it. It’s a Stargate RP. If anyone’s interested, it’s at www.stargategamingclan.com/forum. If you want to join, I’d be willing to walk you through the application process.
Vote for McCain and Palin.
That is all.
**Edit**
I went to the doc today. I'm now on anti-depressants that help with the effects of fibromyalgia. Which is one of the things my mom has.